After a long drought of postings, a rain of opportunity has arisen.
My last post was to channel my emotions away from me into a far away land that i don't really care where. And i think they died there because,thank God,i don't feel them anymore. They have been replaced by an i-don't-care-about-you-anymore feeling.
As i push away all my homework aside,changes are rapidly taking over.
Trimmed hair,cut nails,buying books,learning something new,making new friends,seeing people past me by.
What do i do?
In the face of changes,what do you do?
I have an intense fear of cockroaches,interacting with people,death,and changes.
I try to cope with everything in life, its like every time i try, it crumbles like a soft cookie dipped in milk.
And in an unrelated topic at all,i don't think i like counseling sessions.I have never been to one but i don't......its like you and a pot of tea. Do you pour tea for complete and utter strangers?
