Day.

"wake.wake...wake.
I arise from my slumber from a hideous sound from my phone.I knew it would work.Only this song could wake me from such slumber,thank you Lady Gaga.I woke up feeling ever so sluggish but at the very least awake.4:00.There's a reason why i woke up so early,but let that secret be mine to my grave.I felt ever so lazy to go to school,so i ponder on it,whether i should.Whether I'll be excused from school by the Ancients is a different matter,but i,needed a substantial reason not to.A stupid procession at school followed by nothingness or...sleep and relaxation at home?.Well,English would be nice and at least there are friends at school.I never been denied of my request to skip school,but do not abuse the trust bestowed to me.

Two factors that actually effect my judgment are clear.One,I fear for the prosecution of people's judgment on me.People don't realize it but me,i do.I've been judged all through my life an the feeling is not one i wish to instill upon other onto me.Secondly,the thought of not going to school already popped into my head so,dismissing it would be fueling my ancient enemy,regret.I've regretted on a lot of things but I've known that people still judge me for every action i take,so the choice is clear.I made myself comfortable while i read my book 'The Notebook'.

Wake.wake...
I woke yet again to that hideous sound.Ugh,12:30.I woke up earlier but I fell asleep.I continued reading until...oh,such a lovely novel.Just wonderful.Its unusual what love can do.You could have short-term memory loss,get shot in the head with adamantium or in this case,have Alzheimer,love can triumph above all.My heart nearly jumped when i heard the door slammed downstairs.Oh no,maybe its me,I've caused distress onto others.I've always taught that even my presence can cause such things,as if me being here is not wanted,not accepted,a sin.Fortunately,i heard from upstairs there are no screams and shouts,so no anger,so I'm fine.I took a bath before that,listening to Taylor Swift to calm my nerves down.

I did a few things,but nothing special,or homework.But as i write this,i have come to the conclusion that,I'm gonna buy The Book Of Tomorrow by Cecilia Ahern,Percy J And The Titan's Curse by new favorite author Rick Riordan and books from my latest favorite author,Nicholas Sparks,and my day wasn't well spent but not wasted,and decisions must be made based on you,and nobody else,because everybody else can scream and yell whatever,can laugh and chuckle with you,but they will never live with those choices,you do."

"I love you.I always had.There had never been a sense of doubt.And i know,with all my heart,i will till my dying breath,and even after that.You may love me,you may not,but even if you've stopped,love never ends,it doesn't fade,cause i know,I've loved you ever since.My body may be a beach,my mind may be a forest,and my heart may be an ocean,but you would be where the sky and earth meet,where the forest and seas collide,a place where nothing changes,nothing dies,you would be there,my love"