I've been listening to Coldplay super religiously. Not all their songs, just a few. And i don't know why, i get very emotional listening to them. Like they speak to me in more ways than one. Like it pierced into something so deep in me and now i am just a leaking mess of emotions.
My mood have been pretty erratic of late and listening to these songs are really causing serious havoc. Like seriously, i didn't even want to wake up today. And I basically slept through the entire day.
*sigh*
The funny thing is, the songs aren't really that sad. I love the songs. It's just that they... trigger the wrong buttons, i suppose. God, life is just so darn hard. And i know that i am more blessed than the millions of people that suffer out there. But that doesn't make my life any easier.
I just wish that life, just like magic, could end, and i would go to paradise because it seems like every teardrop is a waterfall, and i am drowning right in front of everyone.
I would love to rant out every single explicit detail on what i am feeling but i rather leave it under the covers. No point in babbling out intimate matters. Lets just say things are not as good as they seem.
Alas, life has to go on. In the meantime, i'll enjoy some music till God comes to take me home.
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