I have been searching the reason for me being here,suffering like hell in this life and then i realised something I'd realise before but didn't took any notice.Somebody,being very anonymous stated that I was "really open minded etc" and that made me realise that to me,i wasn't the open minded person as the person stated.This reached to the conclusion that my life is devoted to helping others.Not in a nurse or volunteer type of way but in my own way.
I could give strength to others but have none of my own.I could comfort people in distress but not when I'm in it.I could inspire people to be better in their lives but not be any better in mine.Its like i could talk the talk but couldn't walk the walk,get it?
Okay,next topic.I said to someone that you should believe in the impossible to make it possible but I somehow know its hard because its very hard to believe when you know deep down it could just go sour for you.But,you have to try,try to believe.Only then dreams can claw their way up from the pits of your mind and into the light of reality.
Next,I overheard a friend being hurt by someone close to her,a friend most likely and i couldn't help her at that time because she doesn't want me to but i could at least give her something to help her here.
Okay,always,i mean,always remember to add "human " in every 'equation' that involves them (Whoaaa,very mathematical,i know).In equation i mean interaction. Don't trust,love,care or befriend someone entirely.I don't mean to not trust or love anybody,I'm just saying that what you are loving,trusting,caring is humans,one of the most non-perfect creature in the world.So if they betray,cheat or lie to you is their nature to do so.So,never give all your love,trust or friendship to someone so you don't get hurt the next time but give enough to make sure that they don't have a reason to hurt you.Never dwell on the past and always look to the future,love.
Just like my idol,HHH III.Think of the things that have left,not what you've lost.
I have always find comfort in hearing other people's problem as i do when i'm talking about them.Its like when i solve your problems,i get closer to solve mine.So,if you ever need an ear to listen,i'm always here,lending mine,making sure my purpose in life is fulfilled.
*listening to Taylor Swift-Fearless*
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