Its 1 o'clock in the morning and i am super tired from the trip back home from UTM. Exhausting day. But i am forcing myself to write something here. Just for the sake of it. I just felt if i don't do anything by force, i am never going to do it.
What should I write about?
I have a lot to say about a great many things, but we'll have time for that. I just want to say thank you.
I know i am babbling here but yeah, why not?
Thank you.
Thank you for being the most wonderful friend i had ever had. Thank you for turning your backs when i needed you the most. Thank you for giving me hope in the life that i wanted to give up. Thank you for crushing my very being to dust. Thank you for making me feel the sweet taste of loving someone. Thank you for making me hate you beyond what i thought i was capable of.
All of these are for all the people that surround me. Some are so wonderful that it makes me doubt they even existed. Some make me wished they had never existed.
And i just wanted to say thanks for making me....me. I never thought i could, but yet here i am.
Me. Broken. Twisted. Loving. Caring. Compassionate. Doubtful. Hopeful. Dreamer. Ignorant. Naive. Blind. Careless. Carefree. Humorous. Depressed. Sad. Happy. Joyful. Writer.
I can never bring myself to think who i am without these characteristics. But i never thought that it's people who influenced me to be who i am, directly or not. To put it simply, people made me who i am, and here i am thinking i am my own person. We are like gigantic collages,we are made mostly of our own pieces, but what makes us different is when interacting with people, they add new pieces, that changes us. So, thank you, for all the good and the bad. The kind and the evil.
And i take it all with an open heart, a warm hug and a pat in the back. Without it, would i get the chance to be this much more super awesome opossum kind of person? No,right? So that's that. Thanks. And i love ya'all.
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