"I'm hurt.And i can't deal with all of this now.I have to heal.And you are not helping.And you are causing more pain than i can take.So,go.Leave me be.I might seem harsh,i might seem rude but its the only way,for me to get better,and for you not to get hurt."
Cooking.
Love cooking.
Cooked,well,helped cooked fried fish with turmeric and and asam pedas tonight.Yum Yum.
Maybe tomorrow I'll make pancakes,if i can wake up that is.Big if.
I just love making pancakes.Its soooo easy.Before i learned how to make pancakes,i usually make those that you buy,instant pancakes they call,just add water.Now that i think about it,those things were horrible.Its like eating synthetic plastic or something.Now,the recipe for my pancake is soo fucking easy and delicious too,just preparing it takes a little time.Link time.
Ah,i love you Jamie.
Pain.
We all feel it.
Some more than others.
I feel it every time nowadays.
Every time i listen to a song,i remember.Every time i sleep,i remember.Every time i am awake,i remember.
My wish.
Still want it.
Every time i close my eyes,I just want to go there,far away from here.
Its not that i don't care about anything here,it just that I'm not at peace here.
Maybe one day.My favorite song....
*listening to Forbidden Friendship-John Powell*
Love,
Hiccup.
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