Similarity in difference.

I always seem to blog in synchronization with my emotions.Only when I feel something that i need to clear out of my heart,it seem to be spilled into my blog.Okay...


I'm blogging this just after (well i didn't finish watching but i already watch it before) watching this movie on HBO titled Front of the Class,based on a real life story about a boy who became teacher and lives with Tourette syndrome (go wiki it up).Its a very interesting story and i found it very inspiring.

While watching this movie,i realized that.....i have an affinity towards the shunned and scorned of society.Not serial killers and rapists,but the good that have been have only been looked by their weaknesses and uniqueness (some called it freakishness,but i prefer the latter),not their strength and abilities.Everyone is born different but some are born with more different-ness,but doesn't mean we should shunned them,we should embrace them because they might have more to give than you think.

Just like Hiccup,just like Brad Cohen (the person the movie was about),i can always feel like i can relate to them,that i have a sort of similarity with their differences,and i feel like they are the only ones that can truly understand my plight.Not to say nobody made an attempt but only those who felt can truly know a sensation.

*sighs*

don't like football or any other sport,very....well lets say high-spirited (instead of crazy,demented,emotionally unstable),prefers Taylor Swift instead of Jay-Z,knowledgeable in womanly affairs,reclusive.

Sometimes i wish i had their weakness instead of mine's,because theirs are much easier to work with and theirs are much more easily labeled.Mine's are just useless and has no known labels.

*sighs*

but nonetheless i won't give up,not after all the shit I've been through.I'm not gonna waste my investment in this life.No.To hell if no one understands me,the only thing i'm understanding is myself,not those who choose to mock my different-ness.If I've been watching my movies right,I think they show me to never give up or lose hope.Because without hope......

what is there to live for.

Love,
Hiccup.