Endings and Beginnings.

Movies.
I love movies.
And i just hate them too.

I love them cause i picture movies as life simulations.Its like if you put foreign alien robot in cars you get Transformers,if you put a girl who lost her lover and he wrote her letters after he died you get P.S I Love You.
They are what happen if life went like this.Or like that.

But i hate them because every time i watch a movie,i get so consumed in it i feel as if i'm in it,I'm the one who kills this and fight that,you know? And at the end of it its like pulling your computer plug while you are using it,snap.Back to reality that is never fun.

I watched Shrek Forever After and I realized that it was the final trilogy of the movie and it was good,very good actually,and i feel kinda sad and what not but i realized that this may be the ending of this trilogy but it could be the starting of a new one,isn't it?

Haven't you all ever realized that? I always feel like every time one of my old wounds heal,i get a new one.Its because it part of life's deal to us.When one thing ends,a new one takes its place.So it never really an ending,but a new beginning.Its like they all say death is not the end,its because its not,its a new journey.
A new beginning.

I may have realized this but it like only my brain realize it,not my heart.Maybe it take time though.
Oh,and I'm not gonna feel like a victim no more,I will no longer believe that,cause as stated before,when you believe,you are it.So I'm gonna be a survivor.

I can't wait for 2013 :) I'll give a hint,it involves fire and scales.

*listening to See You Tomorrow-John Powell*

P.S:Only sometimes the song i say I'm listening to are really being listened,some I'm hearing them in my thoughts.

Love,
Hiccup.